29 Dec ‘Wait’
I wanted to say sorry I’m trying to work on my arrogance too.
There are nights with other girls I had spent out the front of Irish pubs. We started off as friends and we remained that way until a certain period of the night. The toxic concoction of beer, love and cigarettes started making my decisions for me.
I kept feeling my phone vibrate in my pocket and I am sorry I didn’t answer you. Like the many times you had done before, talking to you would’ve prevented me from doing something stupid.
I think about how in those moments you perceived me. I know it weighs on you still, as it always will way on me.